Pop of Pink

free people top

stretch it out!

pink lips

Outfit Detail:

Shirt: Free People // Jeans: Beacons Closet // Lipstick: // Heels: Cole Hann

The colder it gets,  the harder it is to want to pull yourself out of bed and get dressed. And then you get dressed and you just want to throw on the comfiest outfit no matter how it looks (even us fashionista’s feel this way) but if your able to find that one thing that gives your outfit a bit pop then you can set yourself apart from  the sea of grey. During the winter there are several different items I like to add to my wardrobe when its missing that certain “POP”. Some of those items include neck ties, lipstick, headbands, shoes, tights, and jackets. Anything really that adds some color, makes the outfit less drab.

As of Lately I’ve loved experimenting with different lip colors, its not a color I would wear on the norm but I think its so fun to experiment with colors and style that’s outside your usual style.

This lip color is what I call Nicki Minaj pink; she wears this bright pink color a lot and is able to pull it off, I’m still not sure if I really pull it off but I love how it looks on. The winter is super dull to me and I don’t really feel fully myself in those dark cold moments but when I am able to have a glimpse of the the real me (which includes all things fashionista) then I must Killize.

distressed jeans

grey shirt shadow

sitting pretty' pink

fashion blogger style

movin’ & shakin’

haitian girl

disco girl style

Disco Queen!!

topshop top

Outfit Detail:

Shirt://Topshop similar (HERE) (HERE)   Jeans:// Free People (Nordstrom Rack)  bag:// TJ Maxx

With the state of national affairs at the moment, things are feeling a bit blue, grey, an black: practically all the colors that resemble darkness.Despite the horrible results of the election, I am determined to stay positive and fight a little fire with fire. This reality makes the  future seams uneasy, it makes me angry, feel like the voice we have isn’t beening heard, and the only hope left is in a sense of togetherness with people who understand the same hope you have for the future.

I know this is more of a summery outfit but I adore this look! Beside it reminding me of the warm filled air, and  sunny skies; its just really nice to get some color. Guys I’ve been incredibly busy as of late and everything seems to be entrapping me; I’m feeling a bit like a butterfly wanting to fly away. But I told you guys I am very determined to not be down about things, so for now I will dance like no other! And leave my worries behind!! Even though there’s no music playing-I think I will continue to have a non-stop dance party!

editoral blogger shot

free people flare jeans

summer top style

grey bag style

nars lipstick

free people jeans

summer fun style

blue jeans style

retro jeans

topshop style

denim style

rosey lips style

free people denim pants

Roses are Red, Fall is Orange

hm beanie hat

Outfit Details:

Dress: Francesca’s ( but I killyized it by added tulle) // Jacket: Sheinside// beanie: HM

Roses are red, fall is orange and I love this sheinside jacket!  Oh babes I can’t believe its November already, turn my head, twirled several times and poof:  there you have it the season is upon us. How does that happen? since the season is upon us the weather itself has made a turn for the worst, which means its time to whip out the first beanie of the season. The fall colors are staying orange and losing the red out of it and now Im trying to bring the red in it. keeping it classic with a black beanie and of course I suddenly turn into a skater girl. And of course if you know me it involves me wearing tulle, Lots and LOTS of tulle!

tulle skirt

fall style

red tulle skirt

black beanie hat

fall converse style

fall fashion style

Allow yourself to feel EVERYTHING

run away to another world

 

straw hat

Outfit Detail’s

Dress: Plats Closet ( vintage  brand) Similar (HERE) (HERE)// Hat: Nordstrom Rack (HERE) (HERE)

“If you hold back on the emotions–if you don’t allow yourself to go all the way through them–you can never get to being detached, you’re too busy being afraid. You’re afraid of the pain, you’re afraid of the grief. You’re afraid of the vulnerability that loving entails. But by throwing yourself into these emotions, by allowing yourself to dive in, all the way, over your heard even, you experience them fully and completely.”

― Mitch Albom, Tuesdays with Morrie

This is like a field of dreams! My exact fantasies, of running wild and feeling completely free in a field. My photographer and friend Alex and I were lucky enough to catch some magic moments in our favorite area for photo’s. In a scenery like this one I truly do feel like myself the most. It feels simple, yet incomplete, able to reach for freedom within my grasp, yet not fully able to attained it.

I’ve always been someone that kept practically everything to herself, whether its my feelings, things that happened, or memories. I’ve always been skeptical of people, hard to trust and let my guard down  Having been little and having had gone through several tragedies in my life, I lost two very important people in my life; two people that are are the up most important in a child’s life. After losing those people, an just growing up the way I did,  it made me shy and made me keep things to myself and I think a bit scared of meeting new people and new experiences. I kept to myself because I was scared, Not because those things truly scared me but because I was afraid of having to lose those people and those experiences all over again and just the thought of having to go through that pain all over again and again was not something I was interested in.  I never really been good at letting new people into my life especially those that I don’t immediately click with because allowing others to get close to you, is to share your life and experiences with them and everything else that comes with that. And once that persons in your life: trust,  honest, and love all come with that. And lets be honest that is such thing as reality and people DON’T ALWAYS live up to our exceptions no matter how much we want them to, and so they end up letting us down and make us feel unsatisfactory. Which is why one of my motto’s is “expect the Unexpected” just don’t expect anything from anyone then when they show up empty handed and defiantly not up to the standard that you expected, that way your not disappointed or wreck with fury.  Having been through the things I went through as a child and being let down enough in life my trust is absolutely NOT something I freely give, so when you have it, you better hold on to it and never let it go because the truth is if you lose it; I’m not giving you or passing another one out.

So slowly, very slowly It took awhile and I started letting go of things

I started letting myself feel things and very slowly I started to become the person I hoped my parents wanted me to be. Even though I was dealt those certain hands from the beginning of life, terrible with lost of heartache, and pain there was also love, lots of love and I’m not big on “things happen for a reason” kind’ve person but in the instance I truly believe that everything horrible that happened to me was for the greater good I may not have been able to see the bigger picture then but it’s turned me into someone I would never have become if those experiences had never had to me. So I do, I truly thank god for those precious moments. I meant amazing people and have had incredible experiences.  I’m not the best socializer or they best at letting go or getting close to others, but I’m still learning and getting better at it and I think its something that I will take me the rest of my life. The truth is, I think were all a little broken and its all right I’m learning to pick up the pieces, go with the flow and along the way enjoying the ride and that is what I think truly matters.

“Don’t bother trying to explain your emotions. Live everything as intensely as you can and keep whatever you felt as a gift from God. The best way to destroy the bridge between the visible and invisible is by trying to explain your emotions.”

― Paulo Coelho, Brida

A string of all the moments, all the torments, all the tears, all the heartache, all the laughs, all the accomplishments, all the failures, all the bright lights that touched us . . . those of the past, those of the present and those that maybe will or will not come to us in the future. The twists and turns of moments that develop into something greater than what is just the moment. A story that goes beyond our physical being for it is connected to everything we touch, and even those events and people we didn’t even notice. A bigger picture. The moments that seem insignificant, or negative or harsh or just simply random and small, they are all pieces of the puzzle, too, and that are meant to be cherished. Because no good, worthwhile moment can be as good or worthwhile without having a component to balance it out with. It’s the bigger picture and the bigger perspective. Great things don’t just come from happy moments, it comes from the understanding that the linking of all our moments in our lives creates something unique and purposeful. In this way, life isn’t being measured exactly, but it is being felt. From the beginning to end. No pieces left out. Each one existing directly because of the one before it and the one that may be soon to come. So enjoy and decide to feel and cherish every moment because you never know, you just never know!

 

floral dress

haitian fashionista girl

yellow daisy field

dance field style

red orange dress

flower style

dance field style

Float like a butterfly, sting like a bee!!

boho girl style

field kisses

perfect summer dress

field of dreams

 Dancing in Mustard

Dancing Queen over HERE! I absolutely just love a good party, Love a good song, and that’s all it takes; you betcha ya my legs will out on the dance spinning, twirling and boogieing the night away!!!

mustard top knot

twirl dress style

Outfit Detail:// Dress: dry Goods (brand: Lush) // Shoes: (similar) HERE//earrings: target

This dress has me feeling some type of way because I just can’t stop dancing and twirling. As you all know mustard green or should I start calling it chartreuse; anyways it happens to be my favorite color and lately I seem to be buying a lot of that color and I just can’t get enough of it. I was recently was in the biggest Zara store and I couldn’t help but falling in love with the most gorgeous of all mustard-green long cardigan and later on that week I realized I loved that color on that sweater so much that I went back to purchase the regular sweater in mustard-green. Hehe….. With the change in weather this is a color that I tend to wear quite a bit so be prepared to see mustard-green a lotta on Haitian Fashionista.

I absolutely love the simplicity of this dress (sometimes simply is better :)). You guys know the deep V front lace up trend has been huge for a while but as per usual I’m one to shy away from trends especially one like this. As a rule I usually make to not show too much in the bust area because I am more top heavy (I am as they call it an inverted triangle shape) but lately I’ve been pretty good with going outside of my comfort zone but after I got used to the style I realized it was a style I really liked. Hopefully I would I will be able to find  more front V lace up styles that I feel comfortable in

mustard dress style

I love a good Twirl! whether I’m dancing by myself or with a partner, I’ve just got to have that twirl!

mustard dress style

twirl style

mustard kisses

dancing bean style